Traveler in a Suitcase!

Walking through the river

Without any regrets

I could drown inside

But I still could breathe 

Body Can't Stay forever

And mind could slowly break

It was only imagination

that let the river flows

Scared with betrayal

It never happens

But it's like already in front of me

and Cant run from the future

Walking through the river

Without any regrets

I could drown inside

But I still could breathe 

Body Can't Stay forever

And mind could slowly break

It was only imagination

that let the river flows

It did not matter

To be drowned inside

Because once you get drown

you cant come up anymore

You are soft

Like a Sky that contains water

You can Cry too

But you choose not to

You told lies

So you cant hurt nobody

But when you did it

You gain more sorrow

The lights will always be bright

But you shut the curtain

So Darkness will stay there

Keeping you safe

If only people could understand 

How darkness can also be light

Nobody will see on darkness

If they can't bring light inside it

Never be Alone

Cause it hurts me more

Be happy

If it means seeing you from afar

Don't see me

Because it only breaks you

I know how hard it is

To be with me

Set boundaries with me

And let me free

I know you and the rocks on your heart

I never doubt

Teddy Bear on the shop

Couldn't buy you because you are popular

I could only look but can't go inside

because I could make you dirty

Teddy Bear on the shop

I only could see you from the window

People were adoring you

but I still think I don't deserve you

Teddy Bear on the shop

Wondering If I could get you

I will save my money and be brave

But when I go there, You are not there anymore

Teddy Bear wherever you are

If only I could buy you

I could keep you in my arm

But i still think I don't deserve you

 Broken Pieces 

Were being fixed

I brought it to new places

Decorate it nicely

Unperfect Pieces

it never looks the same

If you look at it deeply

it still a thing

I wish people would look the same

but the imperfections make it dull

as no one could see the perfections

I'll save it somewhere

Save it where normal people can't find

keep it to the places that they can't see

and when the time passes by

Someone who values

Could find and see

where the perfections were made

 You gave me your world

I live inside there

You Give me rainbows

so I could find the eternal happiness

Time could flies

as the living objection that lives with me

crushed it all 

the rainbows won't come anymore

The world got dark

and I trapped inside your presents

You made a new world

but I know it's not for me anymore

The world looked bright

as I couldn't see 

the world of mine is now dark

but I can't go anywhere

I can't move

as the world turned into darkness

I will end up the same

Time could flies

as the living objection that lives with me

crushed it all 

the rainbows won't come anymore

As the world of you withered

nothing left on me anymore

I wish I could move

But I can't feel my legs anymore

 The untitled song in my head

Couldn't make me breathe

Slow Rewinding the tape

As I could know the reason why

Fix it will I

Bring it to the shop

Shall I buy it new

of should I give it to someone

I shall record it

and give it a new touch

so it would feel brand new

But do I want to

I know I don't need it

I'll just ask you

The song in my head

won't you stop singing

I can't make it stop

and it's getting louder

I'll give you anything

but you won't stop

Until my steps can't be heard again

Feelings are crushed

Without guarantees

I was the one who set you off

and now you are gone

My mind will always search for you

while you are chasing the rainbows

You will never come back 

If I  don't set the fire in your backyard

I wish your happiness

but you blew me off

and when you are happy

you'll see me look pretty in a red dress

My mind will always be black

while yours already cleaned

If you looked back

You will know how dark it is to be back home

You might be cursed

But it won't last forever

cause the spell will be broken

when I'll see you tormented

I wish your happiness

but you blew me off

and when you are happy

you'll see me look pretty in a red dress

I remember the song that you gave to me

when the song could lead us into our world

now it's just a song

nothing left anymore