Traveler in a Suitcase!

I feel like I'm not as good as a person, I'm dull and not pretty. I'm fat and ugly, everything that I feel is just too horrible.

I know it just what I think, I keep suggesting to myself it's not right. I am who I am, not perfect but real. 

But there will be ups and downs, but this year I feel like my negativity is too extreme

and I wish I could change it

people will say, you're fine you're not ugly

people will say you're weird to keep acting like this

I know it's wrong, but why I can not change it? If I could change it, will I be a better person?

i'm not a type who's picky about food but that made me think i have no favorite food at all. When i just don't like the food i will try to eat it everyday till i get used to it. One of the example is when i was not a fan with natto. Everyday i keep ate natto till i get used to it. Because i am used with eating natto, i becoming to like it. I could eat it without rice too *proud*

But lately i feel like it's wrong for me to not being picky (i know you might think differently, but because of my mental state i feel like it's wrong) Every time people asking me what is my favorite food i will say, "i could eat many kinds of food" I know this is complicated, but my mind is full of complicated things that i can't even answer either lol.

So i kinda curious about my feelings when i ate food so i wanna describe how was the food. it's not like i hate it, but i'm just think i'm not a fan

Because i keep taking pictures but never upload it to the blog so let me try from today about what i eat

Famima currently has a new type of Nikuman a.k.a BAKPAO for indonesian language. i'm a big fan for pizzaman rather than nikuman actually. But i enjoyed bakpao

Even i don't really like it i still eat it lol
Are you a big fan with mentai and tsukune? or should the make mentai tsukune and should i try when they make it?

ikkel