Traveler in a Suitcase!

When you didn't say anything

nobody will know how weak and fragile you are 
nobody will make you feel safe 
nobody will tell you that everything is going to be fine
nobody will help you 
nobody will come and stay longer 
nobody will understand you 

There are lots of things that I wanna say, there are lots of things that I wish I could express 

But there are lots of considerations that make me shut my mouth. I am weak I really am 
I can't even stand tall and act like everything will be better

I have no confidence in myself
I wanna change 

and then it will repeat without growing any differences.

No, don't put hopes too high since it's not spicy for me at all. Even when you're dipping it with spicy sauce it's not spicy at all
For the sauce i prefer the spicy one because it's delish for me!

it's not spicy but i think i like it better than the usual nugget. I'll rate 8/10 because it's not spicy

you'll get this nugget for 200/1 box (inside is 5 pieces nugget.

I hate the feeling of losing a friend, especially when you're close, hate the feeling when you're not the one that your friend could trust anymore.

What I could think about now, was it because I'm busy? I'm no good as a friend? People are way better than me? I'm unpredictable? I judge you so much?

you know I love you like the way you are when you're happy it made me the happiest thing of my life
When you're sad I'll listen to all of your stories, you could say the f words to me only to make you feel at ease.

The feeling of being useless, I know people tend to wipe away their problem pretending that they're strong and happy
I'm currently in that state right now, I do know how it feels

Everybody knows how it feels

But how they stop talking with me, not giving me a sign of life.

Just say

hi, I'm fine (even I know you're not)

Don't you just dare Showing your friend having fun with you?
don't you just dare to ignore me
don't you just dare to pretend that I'm not there anymore


When we're being grateful we meet each other was it just a lie?

now that I'm deeply hurt and tried lots of things to get you back, being spoiled on insta stories.
don't you want me back?

If you think I'm not capable enough of being a friend. I'm deeply sorry, I'll let you go
Whatever you say I'm giving up on my friendship, aren't you just the same?

don't you dare play as a victim, here I am wiping my tears because I'm the evil one? On blue, for quite a long time because I'm the evil one does not make any sense to me.

If losing a friend hurts this much, I don't want it

Ever since I stop dreaming, I feel lost
I stop dreaming since I was in Junior High
My dream never came true. I was a child at that time
It hurts me so much that I think I do not have to dream anymore
I keep moving, walking to something that I don't even know why I should walk
Grabbed the chance that I could get, I did all the chance that I got without feeling like I wanna do it. But somehow i'm so good with this


Till now
I still have no dream
I have nowhere to go
Feeling lost whenever people near me tell about their dream
What I could get till now is flexibility

Is it bad to not have a dream?
Is it bad to have a dream?

bad and good, only society could tell

If society tells me I'm bad, what should I do?

If I don't listen to society does everything that I did becoming bad?\