When you didn't say anything

nobody will know how weak and fragile you are 
nobody will make you feel safe 
nobody will tell you that everything is going to be fine
nobody will help you 
nobody will come and stay longer 
nobody will understand you 

There are lots of things that I wanna say, there are lots of things that I wish I could express 

But there are lots of considerations that make me shut my mouth. I am weak I really am 
I can't even stand tall and act like everything will be better

I have no confidence in myself
I wanna change 

and then it will repeat without growing any differences.