Traveler in a Suitcase!

Walking through the river

Without any regrets

I could drown inside

But I still could breathe 

Body Can't Stay forever

And mind could slowly break

It was only imagination

that let the river flows

Scared with betrayal

It never happens

But it's like already in front of me

and Cant run from the future

Walking through the river

Without any regrets

I could drown inside

But I still could breathe 

Body Can't Stay forever

And mind could slowly break

It was only imagination

that let the river flows

It did not matter

To be drowned inside

Because once you get drown

you cant come up anymore

You are soft

Like a Sky that contains water

You can Cry too

But you choose not to

You told lies

So you cant hurt nobody

But when you did it

You gain more sorrow

The lights will always be bright

But you shut the curtain

So Darkness will stay there

Keeping you safe

If only people could understand 

How darkness can also be light

Nobody will see on darkness

If they can't bring light inside it

Never be Alone

Cause it hurts me more

Be happy

If it means seeing you from afar

Don't see me

Because it only breaks you

I know how hard it is

To be with me

Set boundaries with me

And let me free

I know you and the rocks on your heart

I never doubt

Teddy Bear on the shop

Couldn't buy you because you are popular

I could only look but can't go inside

because I could make you dirty

Teddy Bear on the shop

I only could see you from the window

People were adoring you

but I still think I don't deserve you

Teddy Bear on the shop

Wondering If I could get you

I will save my money and be brave

But when I go there, You are not there anymore

Teddy Bear wherever you are

If only I could buy you

I could keep you in my arm

But i still think I don't deserve you

Sometimes when something bad happens, you need to walk away and pretend that nothing happens

I don't really care about how you feel, I wish you're gone

like... forever

The way you're smiling makes me nauseous
You're looking like a sad human being on the mirror

You're disgusting
I don't know how to stay

But in order to lose you

I need to lose myself