Walk
9:46 PMI keep walking.
Not forward, just… on.
Like a cursor blinking through rooms that call themselves home
and mean “temporary shelter.”
I’ve arrived at places I never believed in:
cities made of overheard laughter,
kitchens that smelled like mornings I didn’t live.
They held me the way a coat rack holds a coat politely.
Sorrow signed the lease.
Happiness visited on a tourist visa.
I keep walking
toward the promised address.
Not heaven, not rescue, just a room where the walls don’t echo my name back wrong.
A place to file grief under “archived”
and set joy to “do not disturb.”
When sadness knocks, I move.
When happiness sits, I hold still.
Motion is my anesthesia.
Staying is how the feeling learns my face.
If I’m lucky, I can walk it clean.
Sand the edges to blank.
Sometimes I find a chair that fits.
Then the ledger opens:
Every saved sorrow posts to balance, all at once, turning the light into evidence.
My small brightness converts back to loss.
So I get up. Again.
Time doesn’t pause.
It only passes.
My hourglass eats its own throat and smiles.
I keep walking because the map pretends there’s a door,
and because I don’t know what I’ll do if it isn’t a lie.
Should I stop?
I don’t know how to.
Stopping feels like speaking out loud.
Walking is quieter,
and I have always been a quiet way to survive.
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