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Currently trying to watch anime again

Lately, I kinda have free time for myself, it feels better than before and I tried to read English novels since my English getting mixed up with Japanese. And enjoying watching Jojo bizarre adventure, my favorite is diamond is unbreakable I like the story, their opening song, and the characters. The story about Morioh city where live Josuke Higashikata, an illegitimate child of...

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another blab

it's been like a year? I've been losing my confidence and it never coming back to me. I feel like I'm not as good as a person, I'm dull and not pretty. I'm fat and ugly, everything that I feel is just too horrible. I know it just what I think, I keep suggesting to myself it's not right. I am who I...

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What i had today

I just had a light snack from famima and i don't think i'm not a fan i'm not a type who's picky about food but that made me think i have no favorite food at all. When i just don't like the food i will try to eat it everyday till i get used to it. One of the example is when i...

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Still having it

I'm a typical person who's afraid of choosing something. My anxiety about losing is totally dangerous and the feeling was so great. People were saying it's fine to lose, or the key to being a success is by losing something and get the feeling of failing (I hope I'm not wrong in hearing someone quotes) I am not a fan of that quote,...

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I'm losing my feelings

I forgot the feelings of loving someone I forgot how small surprises could make you feel warm I forgot how happy I am when I got surrounded by friends ...

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Hooters Shibuya

In this post, I will try to write in Indonesian too! it's still weird for me writing something in Indonesian rather English (even though I'm not so informative either in English lol)  The first time I went here because I was always curious with Hooters. My friend told me that there will be lots of pretty girls. But actually, this restaurant originally came...

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When you didn't say anything

When you didn't say anything nobody will know how weak and fragile you are  nobody will make you feel safe  nobody will tell you that everything is going to be fine nobody will help you  nobody will come and stay longer  nobody will understand you  There are lots of things that I wanna say, there are lots of things that I wish I...

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I tried Japan spicy chicken mcnuggets!

As an Japanese Indonesian who lives in Japan for about a year more and hasn't touch Indonesian food yet, i've been craving spicy food a lot. No you won't easily find spicy food here. One of spicy food that i quite eat a lot every month is Coco Curry and i hunted lots of spicy food ever since here.  Not quite long time just...

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For you who used to be close

I hate the feeling of losing a friend, especially when you're close, hate the feeling when you're not the one that your friend could trust anymore. What I could think about now, was it because I'm busy? I'm no good as a friend? People are way better than me? I'm unpredictable? I judge you so much? you know I love you like the...

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My dream

Ever since I stop dreaming, I feel lost I stop dreaming since I was in Junior High My dream never came true. I was a child at that time It hurts me so much that I think I do not have to dream anymore I keep moving, walking to something that I don't even know why I should walk Grabbed the chance that...

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currently weak right now

I made this post to make a statement that I'm feeling lost in myself, I can't find the answer that I want to find. Seems like grass always greener on the other side always been true, there will be some people who've been jealous of my life. I might think that a person's life is way happier than me. I'm totally not a...

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